Until one day, I stopped.
Here’s What I Realised
- My house doesn’t need to perform. It’s not a showroom. It’s a home. With children. And crumbs. And life.
- Mess is not the same as dirty. It’s okay to have unfolded laundry. It’s okay to leave the dishes until after bedtime. That doesn’t make me less kind, clever or capable.
- I don’t owe anyone perfection. Least of all people who already love me. If my house is ‘a bit lived in,’ it just proves that I live here. That I’ve got better things to do than curate a spotless living room.
Why We Apologise So Much (Especially Mums)
Because we’ve been taught that a tidy home equals a good woman. That calm equals control. That care is measured in bleached grout and empty bins.
But care also looks like sitting down when you’re exhausted. Saying “no” to another tidy-up when what you really need is a biscuit and silence. Care looks like letting yourself off the hook sometimes.
What Happened When I Stopped Saying Sorry
- People stopped noticing the mess. Or maybe they never did, and I just assumed they would.
- I became softer with myself. I stopped narrating my perceived failures and started focusing on how my house feels instead.
- My girls noticed. One of them said, “Mummy, I like our messy cosy house.” Honestly? That’s the highest praise I’ve ever received.
If You Need Permission, Here It Is:
You’re allowed to have clutter. To leave the Lego out. To prioritise a cuppa over a wiped-down sideboard.
You’re allowed to say, “Come in, mind the chaos” with a wink instead of an apology.
Your home isn’t a failure. It’s a fingerprint. Yours. Messy, real, and absolutely beautiful.
Free Printable: The “No More Sorry” Sign
Pop it by the front door or the kettle. A tiny reminder that you live here, not perform here.